Willam Belli…I hate you so much that it makes me miss SHANGELA.
Racist cartoon in the Daedalian 1924, published by the senior class of the College of Industrial Arts, now known as Texas Women’s University in Denton, Texas.
Just in case anyone forgot.
Anonymous asked: Is there any classical music you like?
I’m not particularly well-versed in classical music. It may sound cliche but I’m obsessed with Toccata and Fugue in D minor by Bach. I love organ music. The only reason I’d probably ever step foot into a church is to experience a proper organ. I played the clarinet for 6 years (I wish I could still read music) and I played a few pieces that I still love, but I don’t know that any of them would technically be considered classical. I think it’s funny that so few people seem to realize what a racist bastard Wagner was.
Anonymous asked: You are fucking fab, and your blog gives me happy tingles.
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Anonymous asked: How do you deal with your depression and/or anxiety?
I was on welbutrin for about 5 years. Toward the end, I began to suspect that it was actually causing many of my anxiety attacks and some stomach problems I was having. I weaned myself off of it and was off any kind of medication for a little over a month. My stomach problems became less severe, but I began going through the worst and longest manic episode of my life, the conclusion of which was one of the most severe depressive episodes of my life. I told my doctor about what was going on and was prescribed Zoloft (an antidepressant) and Seroquel (an antipsychotic/mood stabilizer) and my Xanax dosage was increased (for the treatment of acute anxiety.) With the Seroquel, I have noticed a significant leveling of my daily mood and my anxiety has become a little easier to manage. I don’t feel good but I feel better. Going off welbutrin proved to me that if I want to continue living in any capacity, I am incapable of doing so unmedicated, and I have come to terms with that. Living as a constant suicide risk is, to put it lightly, unbearable. I’m terrified to think what my life would be like without medication, or to think about how I was suffering for years before going to the doctor. Without my health insurance I have no idea how I could possibly manage my manic depression and my anxiety disorder. I was referred to a psychologist But she wasn’t covered by my insurance. She asked if I would mind seeing her husband, but I refuse to see male doctors. I’m currently looking for a queer friendly psychologist in my area, but haven found one I want to see yet.
I think I’ve all but given up on trying to organize around something so annoying to me as sexuality
the idea that having sexual urges toward any given type of person somehow aligns me to anyone else who has even vaguely analogous desires to someone who is vaguely analogous to my desire object is boring
I don’t care about identities, I care about lifestyles
I don’t care about your urges, I care about your agency
gay is an unsatisfying category to me
faggot comes closer
—CALLOUTQUEEN
Anonymous asked: what's your opinion of straight males aren't homophobic?
A straight man doesn’t simply get to proclaim that he is not homophobic. His actions and words will be taken into consideration by the queers around him and they will determine whether or not he is a homophobic threat. And if he argues with them when they say “what you just said or did was homophobic” then he is probably homophobic. If a straight man ever tries to defend himself by saying “look, I’m not homophobic…” he is probably about to say something homophobic. If he is judged by the queers around him to not be a homophobic threat, he does not get a cookie or an award or a pat on the back or a compliment for not waiting to kill queers. And if he expects one, he can go fuck himself.
